Every time I feel feelings I immediately throw myself into work, pretend they don’t exist - in any capacity - and try to live my life as detached as a human being who works in an emotionally vibrant field can.
I really fracking miss doing [title of show] guys. As stressful as it was, it was one of the best experiences I’ve ever had, and I’m really afraid that now that it’s done that those people I bonded with won’t my peeps anymore. Like I know I have Kiersten, Amanda, Ximena, and Alicia for basically the rest of my life (because if you bitches think I’m letting go of y’all, you be cray), but I’m sad to think that I might not be able to say the same about Scott, Mauricio, Allison, and Olivia. I mean I love those crazy [tos]sers to this century and beyond, I don’t want drift away and be all weird now that the show’s all wrapped.
Guys, I’m getting weirdly nostalgic about something that ended three days again, somebody please slap me, this is not okay. (But I just have so many feelings, so many). Come back to me [tos]sers! Be in my life annoyingly frequently again, make me get so tired of your faces that I want a break from you, but only a temporary one because let’s be serious. I just want some creative fun time with friends again, that’s all.
Okay…I’m done now…